Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Is spanking you erotic?


My darling C,

You repectfully reminded me that the blog needs attention so I thought I would write a short item about how I feel on this topic. I don't think I have said much to you about it so there might be a few surprises for you.

There are certainly times, usually when the spanking is not for such a severe misdemeanour, that I can get physically aroused while you are over my knee. You may have noticed this yourself! More often than not, however, the emotions that I go through during your punishments are not sexual or erotic at all. That is because LDD is a serious business for me. Not only am I a relative novice at administering punishments as part of our LDD relationship but also, I know how much saying or doing the wrong thing can spoil the effect. In fact, administering an effective discipline can be quite tiring, stressful and frought with risk of failure. So far I think I have avoided such failure but only through careful preparation.

I do, however, find it erotic to plan your punishments and often review them in my mind both before and afterwards. That is why I rarely let you know much about the detail in advance and also why I often prolong the anticipation. I know it adds to the punitive effect for you. Perhaps you didn't know that it adds to the erotic effect for me!

So, my darling, next time you know that I am travelling home and you have a punishment due to you, rest assured that I have been aroused by the thought of you submitting to me by presenting your beautiful bottom for my attentions. Incidentally, it is that moment when you prostrate yourself that I like most. The redness of the finished article does not usually excite me because there is always a small element of guilt wrapped up in the pride of a job well done. Therefore, you can be certain that when I get down to business of giving you your punishment that correcting your behaviour is the most important thing in the world to me.

With love

R
xxx

1 Comments:

At 11.1.06, Blogger C's Correction said...

My darling,

I was really most touched by your comment in your previous post to SNN. In it you said that you regarded my submission as a gift and honour. Darling, this is how I feel about your authority. I thank you for your gift, which I most sincerely treasure! It was really a most touching comment!

Thank you for your post! I'm very sorry that I behaved so miserably during the Christmas period. Especially when I consider your very generous gift!! Being unable to submit was all tied up in not being disciplined properly. I know that effective discipline was impractical because of the family we had in our home. The severe and lengthy punishment spanking you had to administer the other day has done me the world of good. Thank you! I feel lighter, happier and more secure and connected with you as a result! I am also very pleased that I was able to surrender myself to you without flinching once. Reading LDD's articles to you out loud helped me get my head into the right frame of mind for your necessary, yet unpleasant and painful duty.

I cannot believe we first met when you were 15 and I 14. We really did meet as children and have practically known each other all our lives!

Thank you my love, for never giving up on me!

C XxXxX

 

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