R, I am sorry to admit that I have been dishonest. On Sunday you asked me what the most painful implement was – my reply was the slipper. You seemed to accept this… I’m really my own worst enemy. We both understand that loving domestic discipline will only benefit me as a woman if the spankings are hard and severe. You do administer extremely severe spankings, which leave my bottom sore for days! It is because of my fear of such spankings and the dread of my next Maintenance, that led me to lie about the slipper being the most painful implement!
You have now stopped caning/switching me which I am very grateful for. However, I have never admitted to you that my most feared and painful implement is the Loopy Johnny. It actually hurts in a similar way to the cane, but it doesn’t carry the same implications about safety.
By lying, I have caused potential disadvantage to myself. I do realise that in order to learn valuable lessons for my misbehaviours, my spankings must be very painful.
Thus, I have listed a range of implements from the least to the most effective:
- 'Slipper' (Your slipper is light and flexible. It makes a nasty thwacking sound but doesn't hurt at all!)
- 'Hand' (Depending on the force - ranging from moderate to very painful)
- 'Gym shoe'
- 'Hair brush' (Plastic paddle shaped)
- 'Wooden spoon'
- 'Hair brush' (Wooden)
- 'Paddle' (Depending on force - can be excruciating!)
- 'Loopy Johnny'
- 'Lochgelly Tawse'
I have recorded this for you as a lasting reminder of my dishonesty. I respectfully request you to choose which ever implement you see fit, to punish me accordingly.